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'As long
as it takes'
On June 2 last year, Brian Haw travelled to Westminster to protest
against the west's treatment of Iraq. Last night, 477 days later,
the former merchant seaman and father of seven was still there.
What fuels his quixotic vigil? Craig Taylor joined him - and
the mice - for 24 hours to find out
Friday September 20, 2002
The Guardian
September 18, 12pm
Brian Haw is out doing what he does, the only thing he does,
which is protesting for peace in front of the Houses of Parliament.
It's what he's been doing for 476 days running, and he's on the
street now, with both feet over the yellow line while black cabs
grudgingly make their way around him. He's singing a song of
protest to a small television crew from Austria, moving his hands
in rhythmic circles. His mug is from Starbucks, though the emblem's
been covered with electrician's tape. He likes to say he looks
like Clint Eastwood on a good day, and this is a good day, sunnier
than expected. His shirt reads: Don't Attack Iraq.
Up the pavement, past Brian's banners, are protesters from the
Countryside Alliance. They've had representatives here for more
than 100 days and the coexistence has been peaceful. The sign
they've propped up reads HOOT 4 HUNTING, and the occasional car
is duly hooting back.
2.20pm
The hooting continues. Each hoot is noted
on the Countryside Alliance's clipboard with a stroke. At Brian's
end of the pavement
a Vauxhall pulls to the kerb and a grey-haired man leans out. "I
want you to take these signs down," he yells at anyone before
it becomes apparent that Brian is the man he is speaking to.
Brian stops rolling his cigarette. "Don't you have anything
better to do with your life?" the Vauxhall man asks. "You
can't even afford a packet of cigarettes." Brian stops rolling. "You're
dirty. You talk to yourself. You scratch yourself."
"I scratch myself?" asks Brian.
The cars behind are hooting.
"Take that sign down about Israel," he says, pointing
to the one that says: End Israeli Occupation. "Or I'll be
back in 10 minutes to take it down myself."
"I'm not taking any of the signs down," says Brian. "What
don't you like about the sign?"
"I don't like any fucking Arabs," he says, stabbing
the air. "And I don't like Muslims."
"Then you're a racist.'
"You don't... "
"You are a racist, sir."
"You don't know anything. I have two
kids in the Israeli army. I've got two kids. And I say let
Bush do what he has to
do. And you close your mouth because you're a dirty, disgusting...
Sometimes when you get a bag of apples... "
"How do you know I'm dirty?"
"You get a rotten apple. So you get
rid of it."
A hair-gelled teen has appeared on the sidewalk
- Reebok shirt, flipped collar - and stands with his arms crossed
until the Vauxhall
man finishes stabbing the air, then says: "He's right. We
have to take out Saddam."
Brian turns to him. "Where did you hear
that?"
"In the papers."
"What papers?"
"The newspapers."
"This dirty man." Now Vauxhall is looking at me. "He's
ignorant." Back to Brian "Your brain, my friend, needs
an MoT. You need to go back to the cardboard box you came from."
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"Do you want this job?" Brian asks
me after the Vauxhall pulls away. The tooting continues from
the Countryside Alliance.
Another 211 bus slides by and the air gets thick with exhaust.
2.30pm
"Scratching myself?" Brian says to no one in particular.
The rolled fag is now lit, and he points it at the cameras that
sit atop most of the buildings around Parliament Square. "Ask
them if they have one recorded instance of me scratching myself.
These people in their cars call me 'wanker'. Oh no, my friend,
I've got hours of CCTV to prove them wrong."
Brian is 53, and was born in Woodford, Essex.
He went into the merchant navy to support his family a year
after his father killed
himself, eventually saw Bombay, "and if those people were
here now, they'd say: 'Is all this pavement yours? You're living
like a king.'" In blue jeans and black boots without socks,
he's surrounded by banners, newspaper clippings, slogans and
a donated bedspread. He picked up some leftover canvas from the
Queen Mum's funeral. It was just blowing about, so he makes signs
and he wants to talk about his signs, and about the kids, about
the 200 plus infants who are dying every day in Iraq. STOP KILLING
MY KIDS reads the banner above his canvas chair. It's the injustices
he wants to talk about, rather than the time the rain flowed
in gushes over his sleeping bag, the mice that come to nest in
his sheepskin coat. "I don't mind them," Brian says
of the mice. "It's the rats over there on the other side" -
a finger towards the Houses of Parliament - "we have to
look out for. They're killing my kids."
3.10pm
At one point I rub my nose. "Don't pick your nose or scratch
your bum," says Brian. "Remember you're on CCTV." He
remembers his first day on the pavement. "June 2, 01, the
police came along and said: 'How long you going to be here Brian?'
I said: 'As long as it takes.'"
5pm
A sleek green car exits the gates with a
police escort, followed by an SUV. "That's Prescott in the lumpy car because he's
a bigger fellow. That's Tony in front." There's no doubt
for Brian that Tony's caught a glimpse of him. He's only across
the road. "And I say, 'Come on Tony, I know you're a busy
man, but this is ridiculous.' You want to know what the world's
saying?"
And he's off to show the banners that have
been given to him. There's a Korean flag from Hwang Hyo-bin
("She said to me,
'Please win, Brian'"). Enough Talk About War. Intelligent
People Find Intelligent Solutions given by a Brazilian just before
the bombing in Afghanistan ("She spelled intelligent with
one L. And some idiots may laugh at that but I say to them, Can
you speak Portuguese?").
6.35pm
They just want to get to the game, at least one of them does.
The two Israelis are on their way to watch Maccabi Haifa vs Man
United, and there's some bar showing it.
"We're not expecting anything," says the taller one. "Man
United has 10 times the money."
But on the grass, Brian is already in discussion
with the other one. "Our regime is completely different from the Palestinians," the
young Israeli says. "We are democratically elected, for
better or for worse."
"But what about Jenin?"
"Jenin was a big mistake. We lost soldiers."
"But how many Palestinians died?"
"Not as many people as you think."
"But how many people?"
"Maybe 30."
Brian looks out at us, then back.
"No, my friend, many more. Just take
it on board. 100 buildings wiped out."
"Five minutes," the football fan announces. "We
are leaving in five."
11pm
"Not a bad place for a drinks party," says
a younger member of the Countryside Alliance.
11.45pm
The first mouse of the evening appears, and runs past the poster
of George W Bush. It's the most photographed photo on Brian's
wall, mostly by Americans who stand for a moment, looking at
it with crossed arms. George W Bush The Outlaw Known As The Toxic
Texan For Crimes Against The Planet SERIAL NATION KILLER.
12.30am
Brian has seven children and his wife is
in Worcestershire. "It's
like when I was a kid," he says when the car hooting has
begun to die down. "And I lost a ball out in the ocean and
I would be swimming towards it but as I was swimming towards
it I was pushing the ball away. That's how I feel about my wife
when I'm down here sometimes." He gets to see his children
when they come to visit their grandmother near Ilford. "It's
a flying visit."
1am
The Countryside Alliance is warned by a police officer not to
play in the traffic.
4.30am
"You're not looking for a full-time job, are you?" Brian
asks as he pulls the tarp over his head. "I could resign
then." When he's sleeping, Brian looks like a blue lump
from the street. The first jogger is already bouncing past the
Houses of Parliament. The last drunk has wandered off. There
are now four mice near the tarp and down low, the taste of exhaust
is a mouthful. "Good night, God bless," says Brian
from underneath the crinkled blue.
7am
The car hooting starts again but it's the
world's most authoritative alarm clock, Big Ben, that wakes
me. The rush-hour traffic has
slowed in front of Brian's demonstration. "Good morning,
asshole," a voice calls out to me from one of the cars. "Time
to get a real job." Down the pavement the Countryside Alliance
has just recorded the 1,000th toot on their clipboard. The day
is blue-skied and the roll of cars goes on. "This is the
most exhaust I've breathed in 40 years," says Nick Bucknall,
who hails from Somerset. As I'm standing in the Countryside Alliance
camp, the members start packing their car. I'm there alone for
a moment amongst the signs and a red Ford drives by, slows down.
A voice calls to me: "Go back to the fucking countryside."
9am
Brian and I are walking back from the toilet in the underground
through the crowd of Countryside Alliance people. Everyone says
hello to Brian. Brian smiles back.
11.30am
We're back with the Countryside Alliance. "What do you
feel about people hooting their horns?" one of the older
members asks. Brian stops and turns back to him. "Well,
I don't think you need to be doing it through the night. It's
not necessary, is it?" he asks. "In fact, it's bloody
inconsiderate."
"But aren't you surprised at how many
people in London are hooting for us?"
"To tell you the truth, I haven't really
given it a lot of thought."
"It's extraordinary, though, don't you
think?"
"I'm here fighting against genocide.
It just doesn't register, you know? I'm here talking about
war."
"Are you coming to the march on Sunday?"
"Mate, I'm here," Brian says. More hooting in the
background. "I'm here. Every day. All day."
The older man looks at him. "And how
long do you think that's going to last?"
"As long as it takes."
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